Friday, July 25, 2008

bad bad mother

her mouth bleed, and that was after i slapped her,
it was 23:00 hrs, in our home,
she was crying and yelling with high pitch,
i was in the bathroom, and of course the maid and father wouldn't care much.

they don't, so the 4 years old yell as loud as she could,
she had a fight with her 2 y/o sister, over pencil colors,


and nobody care to stop her yelling,
with my unfinished business in the toilet and tummy ache,
of course my temperature is quite high,
i went straight to her, and slapped her, right at her mouth.
she bleeds.



the maid has already went to bed,
the father was so busy with his work, and he didn't care.
which raised up my temperature even more.


i dragged (i literally did), both of them into their room,
switched off the lights and locked them up.
they cried.
the father still didn't bother to even look at them.

mad and depressed, i chose to wait.
after a few minutes, their cry did not stop
i couldn't stand it anymore.


so i went to their bedroom, lay them properly,
talk to them about sharing, and hope so much that they would understand,
talk to them about yelling, fighting..
and asked them to sleep.

Please Allah, stop me from being bad...

Monday, July 14, 2008

wowee hungry!!

its late night, i am hungry. Consuming another dish and i'll be bloated.
instead, let's feed my eyes..


1) our breakfast, the bread are homemade ! (by atiqah lah of course)

Bread, and cucur ikan bilis.

I made good coffee.. Trylah! Kopi Che Nah

2) Our lunch -



Masak Lemak Ikan Masih & Nenas (salty fish with pineapple in coconut milk & tumeric )


The delicious (at least for me) brinjal with chillies (sambal).
And the secret was udang kering!



Daun ape tah i forgot, but it taste nice



Ikan merah (red snapper) marinated with garlic and salt, deep fried.
Supalicious!

Ah.. the cucur udang..

bad debts

i owe myself a lot. And one of it, is to post my kids' pic in here. A long awaited post. So here goes.



Ilhan



Masyitah


Ammar Rayyan


All of them!!

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

the nanny has to go abroad again,
when she went abroad, the prince and princess has to hide in the royal orchard,
where the fruits are so sweet, they even forget that they are away,
and the barn is so cosy, they don't have to play out in the sun.

But the eldest princess has to stay,
to safeguard the king and queen,
so they will never feel alone, afterall they could not feel alone,
long ago, a witch came down with her broom, cursing them with chaotic life.

pity the eldest princess,
she cried all day, missing her playmates..