Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Tua dah ka?

I frequently feel ache on my back, shoulder and hip. Sekali sapu and mopping session seminggu sakit.

What la?

Makcik2 dah gaya.

Tapi, cover babe. If u ask if its tiring without maid; I'd say I'm ok.

Yelah, i do what i think i can handle. By 9pm, if i havent clean the dishes, and sweep the floor, maknanya I'll only clean the dishes. Sapu hari lain.

And i havent forget how tiring it was with maid. Body ache is forgiven, and will heal.

Makan jamu la jom. Dak pun shaklee ka apa ka. Kot2 makan mau kurus jugak kannnnnn

Friday, March 21, 2014

Keras tangan

We're not good in house decorating.
Cleaning and tidying up pun once a week, most of the time the kids and their frens will make this house their favourite indoor spot.

Say no more about rumah kemas.

But I'm happy with that.

Ada je times when we went to neighbors or frens houses, and we get inspired.

And these are the result recently, kids room. The boys and girls.

Lets see sampai bila bertahan ��

Sunday, March 16, 2014

I love u, and i'm sorry I hurt you

Ammar has been naughty.
He yell, say naughty words, fights with everyone at home, even throw things.

I've accepted that he is naughty. And i have to deal with it.

Until my neighbor told me, when we left him for a while at her house; he's a good boy. He didnt even argue anything.

And another neighbor told me (we're in kenduri anyway), "i've a small chat with him, and he actually is a good boy".

And they concluded that Ammar, only acted tantrums when I'm around.

So, puzzled enough, I did some interrogation. But inconclusive

One day, as we're going to sleep, and i'm about to apply his daily feet cream (ammar sakit kaki), as always, he yelled at me, sakitttt!!! When I havent touch his foot yet.

As always, i'm struggling to put the cream on him, and he keep resisting, dgn tangan dgn kaki, dgn mulut. Haihhh.

In the middle of the struggling, Armin came in his room. Naturally I smiled at Armin.

Ammar then said, "that's why i hate you, ibu senyum kat Amin je, kat Ammar asyik masamm je"

Oh!

Hits me on my nose.

Aduhai anak, ibu lupa rupanya. Ammar has been observing me. He's been the youngest for 6 years. Tiba2 Armin datang and he is pushed away (at least thats what he thinks)

Ibu minta maaf Ammar, I love you so much, from the day we find out I'm having u inside.

Have u had the same experience? How do u handle them?

Tuesday, March 11, 2014

#pray4MH370

I never thought a lost flight could be such an emotional event.

My brother is going to Abu Dhabi for work, and he's quite a frequent flyer. But this particular time, Mak is going to the airport to send him off.

Mak's reason is just because takkan nak biar his wife drive all alone to send him.
Well, normally she did that :P
Annddd, her mom is in KL too temankan Reen.

So, I knew Mak is moved with the situation. Terkesan disitu. Although neither her voice nor her face shows that.
After 3 days without any sign, who doesnt freak a bit getting into a plane.

And, the bomoh.
Come on, we're able thinker. Rest our hope with Allah, and Allah alone.

May Allah guide us.
MH370, return home please.



**pic from Google

Saturday, March 8, 2014

Pray4mh370

I do not know the latest update but may all the passengers and crews be safe.
But the He knows best.

The passengers list : http://www.malaysiaairlines.com/content/dam/mas/master/en/pdf/Malaysia%20Airlines%20Flight%20MH%20370%20Passenger%20Manifest.pdf



Thursday, March 6, 2014

Hanez Suraya who?

Whats with her?

Ok she's the pretty lady with scandal dgn husband orang. And she looks guilty, from the internet side's of story.

But who is she? Seriously, penyanyi ka pelakon ka pengacara ka? Babe i havent seen u before.

Tiba-tiba penuh cerita in facebook. Everybody is so busy giving opinions and maki hamun. 

Calm down people, you people has made her so popular, maybe that's what she wants anyway. 

;)

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

the runaway money



I think my money just ran away.
Like at a blink of eyes.

And today is the first week of the month.
apakah?

Blame the price hike jom


a mother's pray

So It's true that there's always silver lining in every cloud.

As He said :

94:5 and 6 For verily after hardship comes ease. Verily after hardship comes ease



We've moved to our landed house end last year. And naturally, the kids school too.
I see this as unfortunate, as Ilhan Yasmin is not going to SJKC, we cudn't find a decent day care for her transit nearby SJKC. She's been doing quite well back then in SJKC, and has been able to converse quite fluently. So I'm frustated.

And this new school, after a bit of research, is said to be ok.

After almost a week of school, when Ilhan and Masyitah complaints daily that they've been bullied, I thought that's just them missing their old friends and school.

But,
When Masyitah quitely slipped a scissor from her school bag, I asked, what was that for? She said, her friend sitting next to her, is a boy and he forced her to be his girlfriend. Awek katanya. Masyitah gets angry (owh u know how kangah gets angry), and she said "kalau dia pegang tangan kangah lagi, kangah gunting tangan dia"

Then, it hits me. Isk, darjah 2 dah aweks bagai?

And being me, I march to the PK HEM. He's been great and told me that this is a school with a lots of issues. Most kids are left most of the time by their parents, even at night as mostly, they're factory workers, working shift hours. So, expect attitute issues, social issues and whatnots. Plus he said, as new students, both my kids are in the last class. The worst one.

This is the only school where I can get a proper transport and day care transit. Macam mana ni?

I pledge for the school to relook on the girl's band. If they're better than the last class, please up kan lah.

And what's the silver lining? We cant even transfered them to other school yet. I'm stuck.

After almost 2 months, at least, I see things differently. Every morning after they walk pass to school gate, I'll pray for them. Ya Allah, I'm their mother, aku redha dgn anak-anakku. Please do protect them, pls pls pls. Please do guide them, make their heart strong, and always towards you. Protect them from syaitan, for badness, protect them Ya Allah.

Things I seldom do before, I did every single day.

I used to take for granted their school work, since they've been taken care of in school, and kononnya it was a good school. But we do homework together every night now, or maybe not homework, just coloring or the exercise books. In fact we even put text book according to schedule together now.


So, there's always silver lining in every cloud. Hopefully.

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Lagi lama!


It's been super long.
Bought a smart phone konon to ease the updating, haha.

Ok, it's 2014 and life has been different

Annnndddd there goes my update.
hilang dah idea.

;)