Hanez Suraya who?

Whats with her?

Ok she's the pretty lady with scandal dgn husband orang. And she looks guilty, from the internet side's of story.

But who is she? Seriously, penyanyi ka pelakon ka pengacara ka? Babe i havent seen u before.

Tiba-tiba penuh cerita in facebook. Everybody is so busy giving opinions and maki hamun. 

Calm down people, you people has made her so popular, maybe that's what she wants anyway. 

;)

the runaway money

I think my money just ran away.
Like at a blink of eyes.

And today is the first week of the month.
apakah?

Blame the price hike jom

a mother's pray

So It's true that there's always silver lining in every cloud.

As He said :

94:5 and 6 For verily after hardship comes ease. Verily after hardship comes ease

We've moved to our landed house end last year. And naturally, the kids school too.
I see this as unfortunate, as Ilhan Yasmin is not going to SJKC, we cudn't find a decent day care for her transit nearby SJKC. She's been doing quite well back then in SJKC, and has been able to converse quite fluently. So I'm frustated.

And this new school, after a bit of research, is said to be ok.

After almost a week of school, when Ilhan and Masyitah complaints daily that they've been bullied, I thought that's just them missing their old friends and school.

But,
When Masyitah quitely slipped a scissor from her school bag, I asked, what was that for? She said, her friend sitting next to her, is a boy and he forced her to be his girlfriend. Awek katanya. Masyitah gets angry (owh u know how kangah gets angry), and she said "kalau dia pegang tangan kangah lagi, kangah gunting tangan dia"

Then, it hits me. Isk, darjah 2 dah aweks bagai?

And being me, I march to the PK HEM. He's been great and told me that this is a school with a lots of issues. Most kids are left most of the time by their parents, even at night as mostly, they're factory workers, working shift hours. So, expect attitute issues, social issues and whatnots. Plus he said, as new students, both my kids are in the last class. The worst one.

This is the only school where I can get a proper transport and day care transit. Macam mana ni?

I pledge for the school to relook on the girl's band. If they're better than the last class, please up kan lah.

And what's the silver lining? We cant even transfered them to other school yet. I'm stuck.

After almost 2 months, at least, I see things differently. Every morning after they walk pass to school gate, I'll pray for them. Ya Allah, I'm their mother, aku redha dgn anak-anakku. Please do protect them, pls pls pls. Please do guide them, make their heart strong, and always towards you. Protect them from syaitan, for badness, protect them Ya Allah.

Things I seldom do before, I did every single day.

I used to take for granted their school work, since they've been taken care of in school, and kononnya it was a good school. But we do homework together every night now, or maybe not homework, just coloring or the exercise books. In fact we even put text book according to schedule together now.


So, there's always silver lining in every cloud. Hopefully.

Lagi lama!

It's been super long.
Bought a smart phone konon to ease the updating, haha.

Ok, it's 2014 and life has been different

Annnndddd there goes my update.
hilang dah idea.

;)

Lama sudah tak berjumpa...

Uih,mmmg lama. From the day i found out i'm pregnant, sampai the baby is already smiling kat depan ni.

Ok tak berniat nak update panjang2 pun, nak test guna ipad ni je.

Later, maybe ;)

Rindulah

Manusia dua orang ni takde kat rumah. Kena tinggai kat Kelantan sat, until Friday.

Tinggal Ilhan sorang, sekolah. Tu pun muka dah muncung kena sekolah.

Dan mulalah episod rindu-merindu bila takde depan mata.

1st 2012 update?

Have been busy, with hmmhh.. duniawi, don't ask.

I was thinking of how bad and naughty am I when I was 8-6 years old ? Adakah aku memang menyeksa mak & ayah time tu dengan pelbagai aksi & rengekan eh?

Because my kids are sooooo err, i'd say banyak ragam these days. And I thought it must be payback time for me or, better still for my husband. Aku lebih cenderung say this is due to him. Tapi kalau due to him, apsal dia tak banyak rintangan pun most of the time?

Apsal masa dia tengah buat keje malam-malam takde sapa nak kacau laptop dia, even his tempting Iphone?
Apsal time dia makan takde orang nak pi kencing ke berak ke?

So it must not be him. Maybe he's that naughty, tapi mak dia kan ala-ala sopan, so maybe she accept those without a sigh. Jadi tak karma la kat husband aku. Lucky him.

Aku la kan?

Mathematically aku la tu.

I do remember back then, aku hanyalah seorang pembaca buku cerita, starting for 6 years old. I even read Talkin Untuk Umno when I'm 7. Takdelah buas sangat kot? Takkanlah pembaca buku cerita membuas tiba-tiba kan?

Ye, aku mengeluh, maybe dah kurang pahala. But u must know how I want my child to behave. Maybe salah aku jugak, I'm not that behave.

Err, memang salah aku kan?

Loving all of u no matter what. Forgive me for being such a lunatic mom.