The end is near

For Ramadhan.

And it is very humiliating for me to admit that I haven't collect as much pahala as being offered. As if I have too much of pahala, I can't be bothered to chase for more.

I felt selfish to Allah when I thought that :

 - I have kids to take care of and can't recite the Quran, here she is with no complaint

-   I can't join the office daily tadarus for not wearing the proper baju kurung, these chap do it without   hesitation. What's important is the cloth is clean and covers.

  -  I have so much to do in the office, taking care of the house, husband and kids, and wouldn't be able to squeeze in time. He on the other hand didn't bother much of his inability.

Shameful.

But, all say and sigh will not justify anything. It is not syawal yet, and we still have got time. Jom baca Quran!

And these people do, ramai kan?

Pics are from a friend's email (originally from here), on Ramadhan in Iran.

First day

of ponteng puasa.

But these 2 kids, especially yang payah nak bangun pagi for school tu, is up for sahur uolsss..

Pagi, after sahur, melepak disofa

We had padprik ayam, telur dadar & kailan ikan masin for sahur, all bought from kedai tomyam downstairs, for our convenience. Hehe, for my convenience.

Dah En Shahrun tamo beli barang2 mentah. (salah orang jugak aku ni).

Hopefully, kakak Ilhan can puasa for the whole month, since she's not very interested in food, so dia rela je. Last year, she did it for 2 or 3 days.

Kakngah as usual, I have to inform her teachers not to feed her unless she can't take it anymore. Am a bit worried about her eating habit, suka sungguh makan tak henti2. I'm praying so she could at least fast 1 full day this year.

I have registered myself to the tadarus programme by our company, sebab dah lama dah tak dapat complete tadarus in Ramadhan. Tapi 1st day dah terpaksa ponteng. Anyhow, tahun ni kena cuba yg terbaeek tadarus jugak.

Owh, and i've bought my baju raya, 2 pasang. Had a full day meeting somewhere near Jalan TAR on Friday, so boleh membeli belah. sangat jimat, RM100 2 pasang.

So, tak sabar nak balik satgi, to check how's their puasa.