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U people need to help me.

Serious.

Aku rasa huduh sangat la ni. Aishh, dengan debabnya, dengan muka sepinggan, malas nak belit tudung, duk pakai tudung express (pastu herot pulak tu).

Lagi-lagi bila dah tembam ni, baju cantik disarung mesti jadi tak elok dah. Oih serius nih. Buat perabih duit pi beli baju cun-cun.

Make up? nak belit tudung pun aku malas, nak pandang make up lagi lah.

Ye ye, aku ada masalah malas.

Tapi, cuba tolong jugak, how to be pretty, effortlessly?

Oh ye, tak gamak aku nak letak muka aku sekarang utk tatapan ramai. Pilih punya pilih, memang semua huduh.

** Dengan penuh harapan ada yg prihatin, dan membaca.

I need food (G5P3A1)

And am taking them. Cuma now food travels from mouth to throat to tummy without the usual tolls, untuk menikmati rasa.

I tought these will help, tapi serupa je. Cravings ada tapi nikmat tiada.

All food tasted blagghh, tapi aku still menyumbat.

Anyhow, thank this to the new someone inside. ;)

The floating book fair!

Saw the billboard ads on one of my normal route to work. Sungguh tempting.

Admission fee is only RM1, and free for kids below 12 !

Read some review from those went in, super tempting. Dah aku tak pernah naik cruise kan. Float saja pun menarik.

Logo's Hope will be in Swettenham Pier, Penang until this weekend (25th), and their next stop :

Must be an exciting visit for Ilhan, she has read 2 story book now.

Jom!

Live!

As i havent found apps for blog update for BB, i'm live from en shahrun's iphone.

Best jugak baring2 sambil blog.

And last nite's dream was horrible. Mimpi Ammar passed away sbb suka sgt minum ribena, and rupanya there's some stuff in the drink yg akan mengakbatkan kematian.

Walaupun sounds ridiculous, but it feels so real. Aku bgn berpeluh, terus check Ammar kat sebelah. With relieve.

Dlm mimpi tu, aku dah letih menangis & menyesal for not spending time and loving him a lot lot lot lot more.

And bila bgn, aku realize that like it or not, death is certain. Setakat ni mmg takde org mortal, kalau ada, sure dah bersedih sepanjang hayat tgk semua org meninggal.

Deep inside, mulalah aku fikir mcm2, how time flies and love is not poured enuff for those we love. How old our parents are now, walaupun i have always deny it. How siblings are not anymore as close as dulu2, when we see each others everyday.

One day, if not me, these loved people will go.

Will we be able to accept the fate, relieved that we have spend the best time together and know that he/she is going somewhere better?

Or will we cry days and nite, in regret?

**Bunyi Kompang**

Tahniah, tahniah kepada adikku yg berjaya menamatkan zaman bujang last weekend.
Hujung minggu ni di Langkap pulak.

Owh, sebelum aku tertinggal jemput anyone, kalau ada readers (kalau), please be invited to Faiz's wedding :

• Tarikh : 11 Jun 2011 (12:00 - 2:30 pm)
• Tempat : Dewan SJKC Wah Keow, Langkap (ok, aku malas lukis peta, sila google map)

Ada banyak gambar yg sepupu-sepapat pakcik makcik upload dalam facebook, aku je tak copy lagi. Nanti aku upload kat sini, ni kan office hour tak sempat nak mengupload. --> ok done!

Time nikah adalah amat sedih, at least to me. First time adik lelaki ku di akad kan. Apa yg aku sedih tahla, but aku sedih. I'm sure my SIL will take good care of him (apakah, aku pun bukannya jaga si Faiz nih), and she love him so much, tapi nak sedih jugak.

Maybe because, like it or not, marriage will bring a person to another stage of life. U won't be reversed to your previous stage.

Your priority change, your lifestyle unconciously changed, either for love or just for the sake of living your life.

Like it or not, my brother wudn't be able to always pick up my phone calls and listen to my crappy problems, he on the other hand will not call me to mengadu as before. Instead of only me and Atiqah missing during Hari Raya, Faiz will not be around to sometimes.

A bit selfish, I know.

But I'm happy for him, takkan lah nak pi simpan adik aku tu jgn bagi kawin2, tapi aku boleh pulak. And I'm sure she's the most suitable woman for him, and insya Allah for us. Hopefully, she'll be better than me sebagai in-law (aku dapat markah 50% je kot)

Tapi yang paling tak tahan adalah, Reen menambah bilangan manusia kurus dalam family aku. Stress ok bila kadar manusia overweight adalah rendah, chances is kalau aku turun 10KG pun, aku lah yg paling gemuk.

That my friends, is one of the reason aku hampir-hampir menitis air mata. Shesshhh.

Here comes the princess

From Google

My kids forced me to watch the royal wedding live on Astro, mula-mula agak reluctant tapi after a while, best jugak.

I think :

1. The princess is so pretty.
2. Her dress, is gorgeous
3. Ada rupanya kumpulan manusia yg pakai hat pelik-pelik. Those which I only see in the runway.
4. Victoria Bekham is hot, even with the tummy, ;)
5. I like Giulianna's voice so much, sedap & menarik untuk dengaq lama-lama.

Oh, good luck to someone someone, bukan Charles je dpt menantu,  Cikgu Umar pun nanti. :)

pursuit of happiness?

Tone di blog ini adalah selalunya tension je, kan? So hari ni I'd like to list out things that have made me happy recently :

1. When I learned a bit about my work, technically. Oh sungguh happy. Ok, aku agak lembab sebab dah setahun baru nak paham, aaaanyway at last paham jugak kan?

2. The recent visit by my parents, happy banget.

3. Kejayaan berlari walaupun hanya 2 km, for 3 days including Saturday. Excited sebab I felt sweaty! Lama wehh tak peluh2 gitu.

4. Ilhan will proceed to Iqra 4 soon, nanti dia naik quran dah. Happy!

5. Berjaya membeli 2 cardigans. I'm not into cardigans sebelum ni, but yg aku beli tu chanteekkk ok. And berjaya menampakkan aku kurus dimata sendiri. Jadilah.

6. Happy that at last, dear Shahrun realizes his potential, in work mostly. ;)

erkk, 6 je? ;) i'm that tense kot. Kena pi berlari2 kat hutan mcm kawan aku tuh, sure ilang tense2.

Cer tengok, cer tengok.. kan hilang tensen tengok Adamm...

on the roller coaster

i saw everything as in fast forward, fenin..

jom rewind dulu, before i get too dizzy. Our last year's trip to Cameron Highlands, with Atok, Opah, Cik Iqa & Family and ayah su.

Updated KPI, 2011

Am looking forward to watch these movies this year. Listed in priority :

1. Transformers 3 - Dark of the Moon Trailer

This is a must, we're so into transformers sebab kena layan Ammar hari-hari nak tengok transformers.

2. Pirates of the carribean - on stranger tides

Owh, this is simply because I love Depp, and love him more when he's a messed up pirate.

3. Kungfu Panda 2

Hehe, the first one is so hillarious, I cudn't resist the 2nd.

Kena prioritize, en shahrun said my KPI this year wud be reduction of going to the cinema, by at least 50%. There u go.

** All images from Google, and video from YouTube

kursus & kurus

i have like 3 straight week for 2 courses, gila. Which, biasalah I'll choose the shorther course, 1 week. I'll be in KL next week people!

Other than that, we've bought a treadmill!!!!!

F1 storage mode. And letak distore pulak tu, the only available space

The normal Takasima F1. Penat weeyyhh. Setelah sekian lama menyimpan peluh, akhirnya panting every evening. I seriously hope that I'll be consistent, banyak duit dah dilabur nih. I literally swear on my first day (dah la baru 10 minutes berlari), gila penat.

Best is the treadmill comes with a free basikal magnetik, which is quite small so we could place it infront of the tv. Boring2 dan sambil menonton tv, sila kayuh (arahan en shahrun). I looiikke, better than folding clothes.

Apa yang penting, istiqamah semestinya. Moga-moga lah, kalau tak jadi ala-ala model, jadi ala-ala JLo pun ok. hihi.

And healthy.

The bad thing is, ada je lah ninja2 ingat the treadmill is one of their toys. Sekarang ni, ayat seperti, "kakak dah takde benda lain nak main, boleh main lari-lari tu?" selalu kedengaran. So berlari, harus mengunci bilik stor.

Mimpi baru

Saya ada mimpi baru, dan telah saya letakkan sebagai dindingkertas saya.

Kalau ada yang berminat nak tolong merealisasikan mimpi saya, sila tinggalkan komen anda.

;)

dengan harapan encik the significant other membaca dan memahami rasa hati. hahahah, as if.

I want i-phone 4

But this one could be good also.

Met this old friend at my workplace, kena disclose muka sebab glamour encik nih.

It's a phone friends. And you can even take pictures from the phone and conversations will be over the earpiece and mic.

I want this phone, more than i-phone so i could be power rangers in the middle of Georgetown. Cool huh?

I can point and take pictures, without the model realizing it. When there are incoming video calls (yes, fascility available), u can converse sebijik mcm power rangers.

Hebat.. tapi katanya ada kat china je. Ada tak kat Malaysia ni?

when the sexiest collaborate

I'm so excited when I saw this on one of the billboard



from Google


Hehe, pls don't read my previous entry.

Why?

Evil is so tempting, and angels are boring? Not at all given occassionlah, but ye kan?

Shopping & draining money from pockets are so in and co-incidently (eh?) time permits.
Tapi giving out to those who're in need, are sometimes not at the right time.
Tiba-tiba nak bagi ada RM5 je dalam poket and sometimes, purely because duit tak cukup sbb nak kena bayar astro full package, broadband 3G which is solely used for facebook or duit ansuran credit card hasil tangkapan di Jusco.

And don't let me humiliate myself by saying, most of the times, see-through dresses are far more appealing than the actual-covering tudungs.

See, u think I'm boring now kan?

Again, why evils are all tempting?



and sometimes pretty too



Why?

self check 1.0

Let's have all the mommies reading this blog to help me.

Normal kah :

1. seorang ibu marahkan anak-anak sebab tumpahkan makanan, let say almost everyday?
ataupun, tu memang proses pembelajaran anak, so why bother marah?


2. seorang ibu ada rasa nak be on leave for 2-3 days tak pun seminggu, away from the kids?
ataupun, ko tunggu la dah tua nanti, rasakan bila anak2 nak take leave setahun dua jaga ko?


3. ibu biarkan je anak-anak main sambil bersepahan. kadang-kadang habih kotor. sebab tak larat nak marah. Ataupun, mak jenis apa ko ni? Spend time with your kids!


4. kalau dengki dengan anak orang, sebab behave?  And anak ko tak behave langsung. Ada je aktiviti berlari-lari nak dibuat. Takpun bergaduh-gaduhan. Ataupun, dah memang salah ko, anak tak behave. Anyway, sapa ajar depa jadi tak behave?


5. kalau tak dapat tidur malam-malam, just to watch tv. Sebab thats the only me time yg ko ada.


6. kalau rasa sakit kepala, sebab some things tak dapat dibuat dengan anak-anak yg ramai. Contohnya nak pi supermarket, pening sebab akan ada aksi berguling. Ataupun, lantak jelah. They're kids?


7. kalau rasa agak down, sebab kerja tak dapat dibuat sepanjang masa. Seperti kalau ada kerja-kerja malam, ko tunggulah anak-anak tidur dulu. And the next day, jadi orang bodoh sat sebab tak pandai-pandai kerja. Or, memang ko yg cari pasal, dah tau ada anak, spend time mostly masa office learn your work.


8. seorang ibu memendam rasa, sebab dah dekat 6-7 tahun asyik beli baju bawah RM50, kasut dah koyak baru cari ganti, takpun pau kasut adik beradik. Walaupun raya. Nak kena beli baju anak-anak yg tak payah cerita harganya, sebab anak dah tarik muncung panjang. Ataupun, wajiblah pendam je rasa. Mak ayah ko dulu pun bukannya senang bela ko, kan?


9. kalau benci tengok rumah sendiri? Kalau dah jenuh kemas & alter mana-mana yg boleh alter, tapi still akan dirosakkan budak-budak kecik? Ataupun, relaxlah.. let the kids learn tru experience. eh?


10. kalau rasa malas nak cepat-cepat balik dari office to fetch the kids. Sebab dah tau dah, dalam kereta akan start pelbagai jenis perang. Dari ultraman sampai lah ke hagemaru. Even nak keluar dari kereta pun kena ada skill memujuk.

Normalkah? Ada anyone have the same situation with me, at least 60% of it ?

Kalau tak, mungkin aku kena pegi jumpa theraphist/phsychitrist or join the anger management class.

But, I still love my kids. Don't ask how do i know. I just know.

Pulau sunyi

hari ni, ke pulau jerjak lagi.

Sunyilah.

Kapal pun tak banyak. And aku tengok muka sorang-sorang engineer/technician kat sana semua berharap dapat balik cepat.

Tak pun lagi bagus kalau ada shipyard kat tepi pantai seagate. huhu.
Aku pun faham, dulu-dulu mai sini sekejap saja. Tapi bila seharian suntuk, food tak hebat, panas, dusty, takde awek (kalau ada pun tak hot), memang rasa mcm pelarian.

hohoh.

Takpun aku je yg imagine, sebab aku penat round shipyard dekat 1km semata-mata nak wee wee.

To the highlands

We'll be going to Cameron Highlands this weekend!

Pics from Google

It is actually my Ayah's promise to the kid, about a year ago. My kids they love tempat sejuk-sejuk - hint-hint.

So, bye!

* owh, kecewa tak dapat tengok Potter.

Don't go away

Last Sunday, I was doing some 5s in the house with hubby, particularly in the solat room, when Ilhan & the gang messed up big time at our living room. We both were very tired (yelah, lama gila tak 5s), and being us, we yelled at Ilhan for she has always lead this kind of activities.

damaged done - sila abaikan panties & seluar kakngah, sungguh eye distraction

At that point, so angry, I was saying something like this to her - if you're around, ibu will always be angry. Go away!. That's me folks, with thin iman & thick anger.

Truth is, all of them did that, tapi being the eldest, she's always been the main target.

And, yesterday during lunch hour I received a call from Masyitah's kindy. Ilhan is here, they said, sent by some chinese man. She's ok, but the chinese man found her wandering around the road and crying.

Her evening kindy (she went there for fardhu ain & quran classes) moved to a nearby rented premise, and missed to inform both Shahrun and me. And her van driver, left her at the ex-school gate, without even looking if she has entered. So, she knocked and knocked until she realized no one's there.

She's thinking of going to Masyitah's place as it is around that area. Walaupun agak jauh. Which is why when the chinese man pick her up, she informed him to send her to Masyitah's kindy. Bijak jugak.

But, upon hearing that, menitik air mata. I remembered the thing I said yesterday, and true enough Allah tested us. A mother, wants her child to go away, and Allah tested me how it feels if she's truly away.

Ye kawan-kawan, ibu's words are doa.

So please friends, ambillah iktibar dari kesilapan saya :

1. Check and always check your kid's van driver. If he's ignorant even once, tolong jangan buat tak tahu. Do something, at least call the driver and let him know how important it is to the kid's safety. And stalked them too once in a while:
• I've once being told by the teacher that the driver always left Ilhan at the school gate, not checking if she safely entered the kindy. My fault, I did nothing.
2. Please do be extra friendly with your kid's teacher. They might forget those who are not. Macam saya. Resulting me not receiving any news of the school relocation.
3. Give your kids your phone number.
4. Always always always find a reliable guardian. Be it the school the driver or whoever taking care of her.
• last night Ilhan told me, the driver once left her alone at the road side with the van. The van is out of fuel, and he needs to buy some. Ilhan has to locked the door and be silent.
5. Never never never never say inappropriately. Say good things to your kid. You're a mother kan?

So friends, don't repeat my mistakes. I wonder how I'll be if we were to lost her (God forbid).

very sorry dear

30 and due for next service date

These few days, perut aku adalah sangat meragam and my back hurt so much.
I guess, banyak angin, and angin akan keluar merata-rata, heh.

Rasanya, the food i take and the lack of exercise, tapi bila aku ingat balik, 10 years back, I can whallop whatever and takde angin-angin pun.

Ni sekarang ni, when I took 2 slices of labu sira my MIL kirim - ishkk sedap.. not so sweet, and the labu is still crunchy. Best is when you stored it in the fridge for 1 day, sejuk dan nyaman sekali memakannya.
Mulalah, next day akan jadi penuh dengan angin.

So not comfortable.

Lagilah if I took food that has a lot of spices. Macam recently, aku buat kari daging, super pekat with all the spices included. Spices ni membuang angin2 kan?

I've had 2 days of uncomfy tummy with back pain yg nasib baik ignorable.

But, yelah, aku kena project correctly :

• 10 years back, no pain
• now, bearable pain
• 10 years later ? huh

I used to wonder, when my mak always has to minum jamu pagi-pagi and occasionally went to see the massus, apa best sangat ke jamu pahit mak tu?

Plus, Makcik Normah tukang urut mak tu super lah kuatnya mengurut, sakit wooo. During my confinement, dia lah urut aku, so memang aku tau penangan makcik ni. Siap leteran-leteran panjang kalau tak minum jamu.

Sekarang, rasakan.

Or maybe jugak I've taken too much food? Dan berat pun bertambah. Which adds up the weight my back has to carry? Pastu complaint perut meragam padahal tadi makan best je.

And the losing weight story never ends.

Tapi, what I must do now is to singgah kejap kat Bukit Jambul sat lagi, and drink a cup of selected jamu yang dibancuh aweks indon yang cun. That has always helps out.

And next week, harus cari kedai mcm tu kat area Komtar, for my long term solution. (oh, and maybe next week baru boleh start diet, minggu ni byk open house, ;) check the word maybe ya!)

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri !

We'll be in Langkap, Perak from 1st to 4th Raya
and Melor, Kelantan from 5th to 8th Raya insyaAllah.
So, anyone nearby, mai lah beraya sekali.. :)