to my envy

i envy other's stories,
they told me how they pick and choose a good kindergarden
for their lovely daughter,
well, the one that offers gimnastic classes, with piano lessons
and with english medium.
i asked them how much does it cost monthly,
RM250, from 815 to 1145.
- can't afford that

i envy other's experiences,
they wrote and shared about their enjoyable trips,
holiday in bandung, or bangkok, or singapore,
mostly, they did their shopping there.
good, as i can't even shop in malaysia.
can't afford the time and money for it.
- i end up with wearing baju kurung everyday to work - no pants

i envy other's life,
they own a big house, good car, and everything i envy..

sigh.