Thursday, October 4, 2012

Lama sudah tak berjumpa...

Uih,mmmg lama. From the day i found out i'm pregnant, sampai the baby is already smiling kat depan ni.

Ok tak berniat nak update panjang2 pun, nak test guna ipad ni je.

Later, maybe ;)

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Rindulah

Manusia dua orang ni takde kat rumah. Kena tinggai kat Kelantan sat, until Friday.


Tinggal Ilhan sorang, sekolah. Tu pun muka dah muncung kena sekolah.

Dan mulalah episod rindu-merindu bila takde depan mata.

Thursday, February 9, 2012

1st 2012 update?

Have been busy, with hmmhh.. duniawi, don't ask.

I was thinking of how bad and naughty am I when I was 8-6 years old ? Adakah aku memang menyeksa mak & ayah time tu dengan pelbagai aksi & rengekan eh?

Because my kids are sooooo err, i'd say banyak ragam these days. And I thought it must be payback time for me or, better still for my husband. Aku lebih cenderung say this is due to him. Tapi kalau due to him, apsal dia tak banyak rintangan pun most of the time?

Apsal masa dia tengah buat keje malam-malam takde sapa nak kacau laptop dia, even his tempting Iphone?
Apsal time dia makan takde orang nak pi kencing ke berak ke?

So it must not be him. Maybe he's that naughty, tapi mak dia kan ala-ala sopan, so maybe she accept those without a sigh. Jadi tak karma la kat husband aku. Lucky him.

Aku la kan?

Mathematically aku la tu.

I do remember back then, aku hanyalah seorang pembaca buku cerita, starting for 6 years old. I even read Talkin Untuk Umno when I'm 7. Takdelah buas sangat kot? Takkanlah pembaca buku cerita membuas tiba-tiba kan?

Ye, aku mengeluh, maybe dah kurang pahala. But u must know how I want my child to behave. Maybe salah aku jugak, I'm not that behave.

Err, memang salah aku kan?

Loving all of u no matter what. Forgive me for being such a lunatic mom.

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Muda sebelum tua

I was reading Wardina's experience sharing, to realize that Ilhan belum ditrain utk solat 5 waktu.

And she's already 7 going 8 years.

Alamak..

She knows how to solat, cuma salah aku tak really push her to perform them 5 times a day.

Good thing bila Ilhan balik kampung cuti sekolah haritu, dan kena solat dgn opah & atuk. So bila balik Penang, she has already following a routine. Cuma subuh mmg susah.

Zohor, during school days adalah tertinggal terus, sbb school starts at 1PM and there's no surau at her school (read : sjkc) . I'm looking forward nak jumpa ustazah dia to find ways utk solat time recess, 3PM.

Asar, will be done at nursery - around 640PM, after school, lambat sikit tapi janji dia solat. Dah pesan pun kat pengetua nursery to make sure dia solat right after school.

Maghrib & isya will be done together, so far so good.

And, mengikut nasihat Wardina; each time after solat, I will whisper prayers to Allah -

"Ya Allah, jadikanlah Ilhan Yasmin hambaMu yg sentiasa tekun mengerjakan solat 5 waktu"

Making sure she listens, so she understands.

And seriously Ya Allah, perkenankanlah doa ku. Dan istiqamahkanlah usaha kami.