Rindulah

Manusia dua orang ni takde kat rumah. Kena tinggai kat Kelantan sat, until Friday.

Tinggal Ilhan sorang, sekolah. Tu pun muka dah muncung kena sekolah.

Dan mulalah episod rindu-merindu bila takde depan mata.

1st 2012 update?

Have been busy, with hmmhh.. duniawi, don't ask.

I was thinking of how bad and naughty am I when I was 8-6 years old ? Adakah aku memang menyeksa mak & ayah time tu dengan pelbagai aksi & rengekan eh?

Because my kids are sooooo err, i'd say banyak ragam these days. And I thought it must be payback time for me or, better still for my husband. Aku lebih cenderung say this is due to him. Tapi kalau due to him, apsal dia tak banyak rintangan pun most of the time?

Apsal masa dia tengah buat keje malam-malam takde sapa nak kacau laptop dia, even his tempting Iphone?
Apsal time dia makan takde orang nak pi kencing ke berak ke?

So it must not be him. Maybe he's that naughty, tapi mak dia kan ala-ala sopan, so maybe she accept those without a sigh. Jadi tak karma la kat husband aku. Lucky him.

Aku la kan?

Mathematically aku la tu.

I do remember back then, aku hanyalah seorang pembaca buku cerita, starting for 6 years old. I even read Talkin Untuk Umno when I'm 7. Takdelah buas sangat kot? Takkanlah pembaca buku cerita membuas tiba-tiba kan?

Ye, aku mengeluh, maybe dah kurang pahala. But u must know how I want my child to behave. Maybe salah aku jugak, I'm not that behave.

Err, memang salah aku kan?

Loving all of u no matter what. Forgive me for being such a lunatic mom.