bad bad mother

her mouth bleed, and that was after i slapped her,
it was 23:00 hrs, in our home,
she was crying and yelling with high pitch,
i was in the bathroom, and of course the maid and father wouldn't care much.

they don't, so the 4 years old yell as loud as she could,
she had a fight with her 2 y/o sister, over pencil colors,


and nobody care to stop her yelling,
with my unfinished business in the toilet and tummy ache,
of course my temperature is quite high,
i went straight to her, and slapped her, right at her mouth.
she bleeds.



the maid has already went to bed,
the father was so busy with his work, and he didn't care.
which raised up my temperature even more.


i dragged (i literally did), both of them into their room,
switched off the lights and locked them up.
they cried.
the father still didn't bother to even look at them.

mad and depressed, i chose to wait.
after a few minutes, their cry did not stop
i couldn't stand it anymore.


so i went to their bedroom, lay them properly,
talk to them about sharing, and hope so much that they would understand,
talk to them about yelling, fighting..
and asked them to sleep.

Please Allah, stop me from being bad...